My horrid diet.

I want abs like this. So solid, so sexy. Unfortunately in the US, size 0 isn’t a size, or they might say that size 0 is considered anorexic. So what about me? I’m a size 0 but I eat like hell without watching my diet and yet I’m still the same. Not trying to brag or anything but honestly I don’t like being skinny. Pfftt. I consume a lot of rice actually and I think I eat more than 3 times a day. Doctor says that my metabolism rate is high. So how am I suppose to gain more weight? Even that darn weight gain thing doesn’t help. Dayumm! Many people told me that I’ll start gaining weight after I get pregnant. Like seriously? How long more will that take? But anyways, I think I wana start working out. NO, not to lose weight but just to maintain a healthy diet. I think most people get the wrong idea about skinny people being healthy, just because they’re not fat? Well, news flash people! Skinny people are the ones who actually has the highest cholesterol rate because they think they can eat whatever they wana eat. Yes, true true; people like me. *smiles* Probably I’ll start my home Pilates with Yana again which we’ve been doing so in the previous semester. Gota start being disciplined already. Fuhh! *pressure*

Speaking about this, thank God I skipped class today. Had cramps after waking up this morning afternoon. Otherwise I might, or probably would pass out again in campus. Sigh. Heading back to Ipoh tomorrow because… I WILL BE CELEBRATING MY 23RD BIRTHDAY WITH MY LOVELIES! Haha. Til then, xx.

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