The past few days have been pretty hard on me. Once again, ups and downs and endless drama. Been spending time with the mister and a few other close friends this holidays. All in all, I am enjoying myself and I guess I am after all really happy. But being human enough, I seem to let others affect my mood sometimes. No matter how much I try being the adult one and the better one, people just tend to be the childish and immature one. One person only to be exact. Don’t want more misunderstanding. So I spoke to a few people, including my mum on what I should do. I guess this whole drama is still affecting me in a way; where then I realize that I am not ready. Not meaning the person, but the whole issue itself. Why you may ask that it is affecting me? Because I try hard, I try hard to be a better person. I approach but all I get is being “back-turned” to, which is pretty silly don’t you think? So then, I thought and thought hard, that I should take measures into my own hands. Some of ya’ll close friends might already know what I have done; and I felt no guilt or heaviness whatsoever. It felt great. So it’s time to start again, to feel better about myself and to leave matters behind me. I hope the results in a few month’s time will be a better one for me and to the people around me. Plus I’ve got better people around me to make my life a better place, why focus on one that’s gona make my life a living hell? Try if you may but you’re only gona fail miserable. Your choice.
It’s Chinese New Year today! And it’s the year of the bunny, meaning MY year. So I hope this year will be a prosperous one for me building up to lots of happiness, success and love. I wish nothing but the same for all of you out there as well! :)
So let’s party hard tonight! Remember the good times and out with the bad times. Happy bunny year yaw! xx
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