Another thought.

So I was browsing through Facebook today and I came across a handful of high school friends that were either already married or married and pregnant. No, I’m not saying that it’s a bad thing but it somehow made me feel a little, too young, perhaps.

In my honest opinion, I wouldn’t want to get married too young, or even too old. I feel like I haven’t really enjoyed my life to the fullest. No doubt I’d want to marry my high school sweetheart! *winks* Anyhoo, I seriously don’t know what I want to do in life. Career wise, I am plain clueless. Everytime someone asks me, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” or “What are your plans for your future?”, I’d just give them the uh-I’m-not-really-sure kinda look. I feel silly sometimes, for not knowing. But at least one thing’s for sure, I’ve always wanted to be involved with something that has got to do with performing arts and mass communication. You see, I just didn’t have the moo-lah to attend well known private universities nor was I smart enough to get into IPTA. I blame myself for that.

And another thing is, I’ve seen girls (thou shall not be named) that have trashed me badly when I was in high school. What I’m saying is, girls who would pass remarks about me saying that I am a Malay girl who doesn’t act like one or a Malay girl who doesn’t practice her religion. I guess those girls have become one of those Malay girls who once passed remarks about another Malay girl. Looking at their social life now, I can’t help but to make a mockery out of it. I am not offended one bit, cause that’s just me - an open minded girl that doesn’t bother much about who I am by nature. Sue me if you like. I am no hypocrite to how I am raised.

I have no regrets. I have lived my life to the fullest but I am yet to explore what’s more in store for me. Life is interesting. You wont know what’s in store for you, but the wait is kinda thrilling. Haha.

What I am trying to say out of this whole post is, never judge a book by its cover. Period.