What would God do?

I don’t think I’m perfect, I don’t think I’m always right.. What I do know is I have the right to feel.. I can’t be blamed based on my own individuality, because for every other reason, I know when things can bring me down.. Hence, I don’t blame people for feeling either.. With all these problems circulating me, it’s just too much sometimes.. First, I lost my grandma. To me, she was like my only immediate family.. It is a lost where I am still coping with.. Then, issues at home with the parents, that I am also trying to cope with.. The only people I have no problems with are my friends and my partner, whom I seek comfort and love from.. Without them, I have no place to go.. I am an independent person no doubt, I am someone who can stand on my own two feet when the world turns its back against me.. But sometimes, no matter how strong I may appear, I may still need someone in life to guide me through.. We all need someone some time no..? I hate arguments, what more do I hate issues which are prone to trigger a fight. What I’ve learnt is, we have to accept the way that we are and the way that others are too.. We may not see it or even notice it, but I somehow believe in the saying that “others might know you better than you know yourself”.. Probably it’s because they see right through us when we only see ourselves on the surface.. That’s denial. I have accepted the way that I am, the sensitive person that I am.. But it is unfair to be labelled that way every single time when I feel or do something wrong.. I don’t blame anyone, maybe I have already given that kind of impression but don’t you think everyone deserves to be given a chance to be heard first? Don’t judge but feel empathy? Say maybe, know what’s it like to be in that persons’ shoe? The situation I am in now, it’s difficult. I don’t want to face any more than what I already have.. I love the people around me too much to hurt them.. I may have done that already but I always try my best to fix things but I am not all the time, acknowledged.. I need a break.. I’m not perfect. I am just so hurt and clueless. What would God do?