Patience. Something that some of us lack, including me. I notice when I am stressed, or when I cannot tolerate nonsense or when I am pushed to do something that I do not want to do, I lose myself in that whole turmoil. I am a very straight forward person and I am very honest with my feelings. Sad to say I am not very good at hiding with how I feel, hence I tend to hurt those around me with my "frank-ness". It may be a good thing or a bad thing, I don't know. I like to be honest and frank, especially with people who are close to me because what's the point of even putting that plastic smile on when you know that your true feelings are even stronger than that smile? It just comes to a point where some of them can accept the way that I am. Like the friends who are still around me til today. Sorry but I don't think I'm ever gona change this part of me. Haters gon' hate.
Work's been pretty hectic though. Not the workload but the part where you're being thrown here and there like ball. You know where you're supposed to be, but when the management does not know what to do with you, this is what happens. To be honest, I am very disappointed with all the planning. My confirmation is up this April and I will be a permanent staff. Other things comes into consideration like my performance, for my good appraisal as well. I don't know how that's gona go but I guess when the push comes to shove, I just gota do what I can. Can't believe its already been 5 months into the adulthood. Still learning to cope with my own financial planning. Hoping to have some savings by the end of the year so that I can go on a well deserved holiday with Liven. :)
Til then, xoxo.
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