Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Everyone deserves a second shot in life.

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I'm  back! :) I know I've been away for quite some time now. I couldn't find the time to update any of you especially now that I've deactivated my Facebook for almost 3 weeks as of date. Work's been hectic but I've got a hold of it now cause I'm already in my 7th week here as an intern. I didn't like it at first cause I wasn't really motivated with the work that I've been given. Guess you really have to like something to enjoy it no? So yeah, all is good. I'm alive and living, no worries there.

Some of you "may" notice that I've deactivated my Facebook and the reason is due to some personal problems that I have encountered. Guess the trick was to trigger my limitations for certain things. I can honestly say that people tend to take Facebook as a medium to trash others or to start a fight and sometimes, miscommunication occurs from people's statuses or comments. Now I'm meaning this in GENERAL. So I thought to myself, why not decide to get away from all this controversial? Life was much more simpler without Facebook or other social networks that you might relate to. You argue less, you don't get hurt often and you make less "enemies". So thought I'd lay low for now and focus on myself. Oh, and there is a solution to everything. It takes two to clap. :D

I'm actually much happier now. All problems in life have been settled (sorta). Just maybe some of it I'll let the fire burn down by itself and maybe, just maybe things will be back to normal. I'm really happy I have friends who emailed me and texted me from all over the world, yes REALLY, asking me if I was alright and that it was odd that I deactivated my Facebook. I'm fine now really, I'm more at peace now and trying to improve myself one bit at a time. Baby steps, Honey! :) I don't want people to use my "sensitivity" problem against me no more, so I'm starting there. I'm getting great support from Liven and my mum. They are practically the only ones who understand the real me and the only ones who can tell me nicely about my flaws and help me alter which part needed more attention in improvement. Thank you Baby! Thank you Momma! ❤

Anyways, before I sign off, I'd like to apologize to those I've been harsh to with my irrational behavior. Same ol' same ol', nobody's perfect. Everyone has flaws, it's weather you have the guts to admit it and change that part to be better. From the bottom of my heart, I apologize from my side. To you, you and YOU. Btw, there's something called HANDPHONE, you can still reach me through text message anyhoo. Hehehehe...

Will update soon! Til then, take care folks. ;)

P.S : Grandms's birthday is in a week's time. I hope ya'll are keeping her in your prayers as well :)

2 comments:

siew wei said...

thanks the way babe!! =) muaaxxx

Mally Rz said...

Hehe. Thanks my dear! :) Do keep track of my updates since I'm always MIA. Haha.